me?

In this moment infinity is kissing me
Each cell knowing of thousands of lifecycles before
destined to live thousands more

A conglomerate which calls itself *me*
yet is a manifestation of all *mes*

Tug of war

Inbetween the twilight
of wishful thinking and the Now

Yearning for a sign
which way to move

yet automatically on the treadmill of life
only one direction anyway

acceptance fighting resistance
tug of war about integrity

this time the watcher can not laugh about it
watching it has to be enough

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Natural desaster

Thinking the level of joy I am feeling
indicates the level of awareness,
I am trapped in a natural desaster.

Holding up a one-way mirror
indicates MY OWN hidingplace
I am likewise trapped in projection.

Sometimes a story told from the heart
indicates more consciousness
than intentionally no words from the mind.

Ein Männlein steht im Walde ...

Ein Männlein steht im Walde ganz still und stumm,
Es hat von lauter Purpur ein Mäntlein um.
Sagt, wer mag das Männlein sein,
Das da steht im Wald allein
Mit dem purpurroten Mäntelein.

Das Männlein steht im Walde auf einem Bein
Und hat auf seinem Haupte schwarz Käpplein klein,
Sagt, wer mag das Männlein sein,
Das da steht im Wald allein
Mit dem kleinen schwarzen Käppelein?

Das Männlein dort auf einem Bein
Mit seinem roten Mäntelein
Und seinem schwarzen Käppelein
Kann nur die Hagebutte sein.

~ August Heinrich Hoffmann von Fallersleben

 

Fulfilling oneself

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Fulfilling oneself

Free as the wind that I am
Joyful as the bird that I am
Warm as the sun that I am
Peaceful as the tree that I am

I am fulfilled as All that I am
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The love of my life is life

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..(_.^._)

Today life wants to be lived fully
savoring every second
like the last drop of water in the desert
My skin like a grown-out skirt
too small for this big, ever expanding entity
moving me through the world

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Today life wants to be lived silently
savoring every second
like the last moment of stillness
My skin dangling like an over-sized skirt
too big for this essence-concentrated entity
moving me through the inner field

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The love of my life is life

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Purr

In a purrple purradise
we are all a purrt of the purrfect spurr

wouff - says the dog
lets go to the pleasure grounds, eeehm, purrk
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Merging of 3

I paint that picture
to show what I feel

You watch that picture
and realise what you feel

Creation becomes real
when shown and realised match

Creator and beholder become ONE
through the heART

Stony mermaid, inspired by and dedicated to Sousanna

She has been lying on the shore
for hundreds of years
Paitiently waiting for every single wave
to caress her
Slowly letting the water, wind and light
change her form

vulnerably dissolving 

in perfect beauty

 

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water color on canvas, 40 x 30 cm oval

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bits and pieces of an average day?

Some pure things
get tainted
when they are spammed all over the place

cut

You chose to end your life a few weeks ago
I got the message today
and it clouds my Now

cut

Shyly yet persistently you joined our family
I now have the honor
to open your cat food dish

cut

bits and pieces

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Gipsie,

10 years old

Jerry,

~ 3-4 years old

Jules,

~ 1 year old???

One-way cycle

Some channels are meant to be one-way

like blood circuit

or water circuit in rain and rivers

yet in the end the cycle is closed

I touched the beauty within you

now it lingers on in my heart and soul

a rooted junction line

even if it is *one-way* - we are connected

re-cycling

The tears you cry today

have the potential

to nourish the rose in your garden

in another Now.

Every single atom of the body

is ancient,

has gone through many life-cycles.

Imagine the wisdom 

stored in every single cell

of your body.

Trough of the sea

Being in the state of a thought surrender
every cell yearns for a whole-lived surrender

heart trying to protect the essence

every thought hurts
transmitter potpourri ruling the head
turning the stillness into a heavy metal event

heart reaching out
trying to find a mirror heart
reflecting the love and life which is hidden right now

Breathing into acceptance.

Great IS

inspired by Kev

we all are the body of the present moment
each one a piece of the Now-story
we all relate in the wholeness of this space
being together Now

mater of being

when every word has been spoken
when every thought has been thought
when every thing has come to mat(t)er

s[he] might rub her eyes
shake a little
heartily yawn
and start it all over again

For lady R and all

You dance for me
then, now and tomorrow

I paint for you
in black or in color

She sings for us
along with the chorus

Evereyone giving
as well as receiving

WE heartbreathe together
and live this moment
then, now and forever

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Both parts

One half is hidden
not shown to see
Which one would you like to know?
Both parts are me!
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oil crayon, rough, without fixation on paper
30 x 40 cm
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I draw this years ago with Illustrator
from imagination of an advertisement.
Today I felt like putting it onto paper.

Detail:

straightforwardness

Do you hear the sun shine?
Do you see the Earth turn?
You KNOW your heart is beating.

Mind wants to understand life
Heart does not even want to perceive life
it just  does so.

personal reminder

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up to here ...

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Homage to Charlie

I had to draw/paint a human being in motion for my art study.

So I chose Charlie because -

I love him!!!!!

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Pencil, 4B and love on paper ,
DIN A 4,
Text added with photoshop

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